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A parabolic curve upon a linear line
Resignation of the cusp of banality
Raging torrents of vehement nihilism
Hatred breeds in total disgust for mankind
The vehemence of self denial
Medicate myself until intoxication
Vomit and broken glass scattered by my violent rage
Masochistic pain thrust inwards, I won’t swallow my pride
My life is tangible when it’s unclarified
The vehemence of self denial
Sanguine, the liquid of life is now polluted by the vice of addiction
Always pushing the self destruct button when things collapse
Imbibe the liquor so pure, feeling effects, violent surges
Toxic purging, killing myself, emotion is numb, I sweat profusely
Drunk on the essence of our inept failures
“The hangover is intense, Feeling the effects of severe dehydration. Loss of self control, covered in my own bodily waste. Bloodied knuckles and smashed up wives. Kids left to clean up the mess. When you are so far down there is always a lower point in self degradation and swallowed pride. Open another bottle and end it all. It is a repetitive cycle that never ends. I was taught ways from older peers growing up that hate is the way and pride is my cancer”
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The last breath of helplessness from our departed shells
Our bodies left to decay back into the ground, we lie
The shortest amount of time a blip upon the graph
Eternity awaits us we’re shrouded into the black
It is now the time where I am facing my own death
The weight from my life force has been expelled from my open mouth
My lungs are deflated from my last breath, now awaiting my fate
Do I carry on in another dimension or do I cease to exist? Severed eternity
Light headed, loosing breath, heartbeat stops, no pulse
Frozen blood, rigor mortis, expiration, facing death
Mind is numb, terrifying, this is hell, bodies dying
Surreal feeling, Is this dreaming? Screaming within empty shell
The fading light from bodies departing
Consciousness will soon fade, eyes now shut, no sight remains
Going deaf hearing expires, left to die in my shell
Passing over my life force, existence, afterlife
Is denied, hope is gone, oblivion eternal rest
The fading light from bodies departing I am now a vacant shell with no soul
Oblivion awaits me as I pass on from this life no recollections when my body dies
Facing my own fate alone within my self
There is no choice when it is time to die
Where was this place where mankind has thought up?
A so called answer to question our mortality
Religion has failed rejected by reason
Atheism is the truth a belief of science
Living in the reams of rational thoughts
We are the machines who have banished our souls
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Shores Of Ephemeris
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Desires lay dormant, rise up from my depths
Of my subconscious, they must now be quenched or I’ll go mad
Deep within the dream seas my soul roams
Quiddity has now called
Floating towards the island of Ephemeris
In hope I will reach the shore
Reminiscing thoughts from the first time I fell in love
Only time I’ve landed there
Tortures my mind when those feelings depart
Obsession I need to return
“I remember that night more than any other, the lust from our first kiss when we embraced. I saw heaven when I looked into your eyes our souls were joined as one when we shared our blood cut from a razor which we both drunk together. My soul shattered the night of your betrayal and when I fell it was hard, sinking into catatonic depression. When I tasted the Nuncio again I desired Quiddity. Now the islands of Ephemeris will come to me”
My pain cuts deep within myself
Hate replacing love for what once was
Blood sacrifice from that we both shed
Die, I will kill you, and then myself.
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The Nihilistic Front Melbourne, Australia
Contact: gaz@nihilisticfront.com
Death/doom bastardry from Melbourne, Australia.
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